BAC.....with a bad news.....guess wad didn't get into otc again....for the second year....
guess its not always fair.......never given a chance to prove myself.......

the group i went with for the interview all got in except me....nice....-.-.....
was damn sad last year.....but this year i think i kindda got over it....kindda already know i won't get in ...got the feelin.....sia la i think i got special powers....like the people in "HEROES"
future sight..wootz..
saw nic just now....even he was surprise i never get in again....
go appeal see how lor....they dun like me also ll......
fion and budd never get in also....so we can form the appeallin group...hah

And guess wad again.......i predicted tt nobody will come down for tkd trainin...AND I WAS RIGHT AGAIN....WOOOO....i must have special power.....
shermain say will come down sia.......not even one come down...even tian soon.....
well nvm....i will continue to train even if everyone quit tkd.......
stamina today is ownage....new record for 12km.....50min......almost can catch up with bruce lee liao....can see his shadow....lol........one day i will overtake him.....^^.....

so i was thinkin tt if i failed to get into otc after appealin ...
then i will go for 2 weeks of intensive trainin....
hmmm.....tkd camp on 17-19....and other time will be practicin bboyin......wanna get better and smoother mills.....and finally can train my 540........and hopefully......i can do it....whahaha....
must be dreamin........it will take another year or so........trainin makes perfect........
shall "bi guan siu lian".....haha.....cut myself out from the outside world....
anyway i dun really have many good friends in tp.....maybe just those hi and bye friends.....

and yesterday went to help out for standard chartered packing .......tryin to flood soon with bags....but failed....cause some people are like kindda slow....actually just one person....machiam useless......failed to pack 2000 bags also....only manage to pack 1700 or soo....but it's kindda fun.....throwin bags arnd haha.....enjoy flooding the place with bags.......i really mean floodin....the bags can cover till maybe ur chest.........
only went for the second day though cause first day...was a total waste of time....went there then ah di say dun wan do cause got no air con.....please la...its already stated volenteer...they still give u pay and shirt already good enough....i could have gone for the i guides camp but didn't go cause i tot we are gonna pack for the first day.....so went home after a wasted trip...
feelin vry crappy........dunno why.....

and still thinkin of wheather to go for zouk out or not......dun really feel like goin after all the things tt happen....no mood seriously.........

test and projects deadlines are pushin me to the limits.....time to go bac on my studies.......
goin to cut down on dota and other crap......