Craps.....im feeling kindda useless now........so yea i failed the god damn grading again.....
its the second time....its not the failing part tt make me sad...its the money my parents pay for the gradin....$105 for one fkin gradin.....crap......

And i dun really know why i fail....just cant figure out where i went wrong...maybe im just not good enough bahx...... dun wanna put on the black belt gi.....when i got no skills....
I think i i did my best this time round....wasn't even panickin or stress on the day of gradin not even when i went the first time....tts my confidence level....i guess im over confidence or they are just too strict.....maybe age does matter like wad gordon said...shouln't whine over my failure.....since its already over shall just move on and prepare for the nxt gradin in 3 months.....
but dun really have any doubt in my skills......thnx all my tkd friends for goin and support me again...but i dissapoint u all once again....gomenasai......

stressin over my projects this morning again...went school early to finish my projects....tt are in hand this morning....after school projects again.......something went wrong with my java applet which made me kindda fustrated....gettin really pissed easily nowadays......i know i have bad tempered...sry if i made anyone angry.....

went ifc agm at 5...was kindda nice...took lotz of nuggets durin the refreshment part...=x..
took lotz of photos haha...yea....then went bac tkd trainin with shi.....trainin was kindda slack...
went mac after trainin...so sir lee said never mind try again in october.....haiz....even tt indian uncle pass....i really dunno why....maybe i shoud try to master the 540 turning kik then use it in sparin?.....yea maybe i should try tt.....

advise to yuan jian....dun go gradin unless u are fkin confidence tt u will pass.....
bout 1 year wasted to train and wasted 210 bucks.....