konna ni tsumetai tobari no fukaku de
anata wa hitori de nemutteru
inori ni utagoe sabishii nohara wo
chiisa na hikari ga terashiteta

anata no yume wo miteta
kodomo no you ni waratteta
natsukashiku mada tooku
sore wa mirai no yakusoku

itsuka midori no asa ni
itsuka tadoritsukeru to
fuyugareta kono sora wo
shinjiteiru kara
Fields of hope

umarete kita hi ni dakishimete kureta
yasashii ano te wo sagashiteru
inori no utagoe hitotsu kiete
mata hajimaru tayorinaku setsunaku tsuzuku

itsuka midori no asa e
subete no yoru wo koete
sore wa tada hitori zutsu mitsukete yuku basho dakara

ima wa tada kono mune de
anata wo atatametai
natsukashiku mada tooi
yasuragi no tame ni
Fields of hope
natsukashiku mada tooiyakusoku no nohara
Fields of hope

i find the lyrics of this song vry beautiful...lyrics have been romanized....will translate when i got the time...
the song is fields of hope from tanaka rei....

i have been thinkin...of the girl of my life...wad is my criteria...wad i wan her to have...and stuffs...
but no one is perfect...and who am i to expect a wonderful girl......
but i dun really know...kindda lost....dun wanna have a relationship at the moment i guess....
sometimes i tot tt shes the one...at times i think maybe shes not the one after all....im crazy...lol...
i tihnk i'll know when shes the one....i will know.....

anw i asked yokie a question the other day...i asked him wad if ur gf is not a virgin...
he replied and said: "i will be angry at first....but after tt i will still love her......love is not about virginity.."
many tots came to my mind when he said tt.....then i ask myself wad will i reply if yokie ask me the same qustion.....and i found out tt i cant answer......haha.....maybe im still not ready yet....im mada mada dane yo....

alrites enough of my nonsense........

today went service....karyn and kayndi came along again....
then made this new crazy friend call jessica...soon to be karyn's best friend...both equally lame...
preachins damn borin today....pastor was talkin like 3 hours none stop....dan slept like nobody businese and got caught on cam somemore......lmao.....

then went home after service...while the rest head for imm.....

HAPPY FATHERS DAY
i love u dad...although i dun express it in my daily life....but i really do appreaciate u.....though we never celebrate today...but i will always love u.......he dun really likes to talk alot or show his emotion......but i know he care alot.....and tts enough.......

why do we only get closer to our dad durin fathers day....eat together as a family...chill together...chat....only durin occasions like fathers and mothers day...i think we should try to do it as often as possible..

receive a sms from mum overseas....
the msg reads.....err...happy dumpling fest?....duan wu jie...dunno wads it called in english
and some other stuffs....happy tt she still remember the little loser in singapore...
hope tt mum and sis are doin fine....

and and the dumpling tt granny make is so nice can........ate bout 5 already...lol....eat eat eat...wheee

i think i shall stop here in the mean time......